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2010-09-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

He went for his National Service today. Everything is screwed up . His family and I dont even get to bid farewell to him and its all because they didnt inform us that its the last time we got to see him. His mum cried , followed by his sister, then his auntie. As much as ive tried to control my tears , it rolled down when we're in the ferry and his dad said "Noriz, tu abg tengah lambai2 kat pulau tu ! ahahh".

At least I'm proud of myself cos Ive made him happy before he serves his NS. yesterday , we went to Wave house, cos he wanted to surf badly since forever. Our dinner , that i initially planned to reserve at royal plaza on scotts hotel , was cancelled due to his family gathering. But its alright , we could go there when he's out . I can see that he's really happy and all i wanted was to freeze the time so that he need not go for his NS. But a guy needs to do what he got to do. I hope he'll be fine there .

Ony said " Not bad eh mail. Jahat2 die pun orang sume sayang die " . haha . No doubt memang matae aku jahat . But still, he's my boy . Whether if he's bad, cruel , hypocrite , cheater , teaser or
a pain in the ass , he's still my boyfriend , a brother , a son, a nephew and a grandson . We'll all love him no matter what .

Okay now i shall wait for his phone call :D

2010-08-21T13:34:00.005+08:00

Iftar-ing with the girls and their partners was AWESOME ! but , it'll be the AWESOME-ST if someone didnt steal my boyfriend away from me. pffft . who else if its not the girl whose partner is working . wah bf suke aje jadi pimp. feel like smacking his face. and my fb has been flooding with their posts -_- da lah raudah . just go take my bf ! i wanna find someone who finished his NS alr so i wont have to suffer the next 2 years ! pffft.

i cant wait for tomorrow ! got to meet Aryan ! my beloved baby boy. gosh . i missed him much .
And bf , melampauuu eh . Dad's giving him my favourite Osim's velvet massage chair . pfft! then i dont have anymore massage chair :(

I hate to say this but , 24 more days to his NATIONAL SERVICE. god, i hate that word.

2010-08-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

You may have said once before , "Sorry girlfriend, your boyfriend loves me more" . But now , you're at the losing end cos he's right here beside me wherever, whenever but you , keep changing partners here and there. Smiling doesnt change a thing, cos i realised, you're not attractive at all ,really. I saw your eyes , girl . You were looking at him, hoping that he'll look back but too bad, he's not interested. And oh , its a disaster bumping into you but yeah , i dont fucking care. As said by MY boyfriend , "She's a bitch, i know" . Ooopsie . I need not say more . So long bitch :D

2010-08-05T11:13:00.000+08:00

its not a school day but ive spent 12 hours of my life sitting in school , attending 4 meetings in total. Sucha major loser. Pity boyfriend cos he was expecting me to spend my time with him today . Im sorry baby . Oh , fasting month's coming soooooon ! and i likkkke (: cos after that, raya . But i could only get to celebrate 4 days of raya with boyfriend :( Screw NS please. i really really hate the word 'National Serviceman'. Boyfriend tryna joke with me. He wants to get married with me in the shortest time as possible so we could get a child and he will be exempted for NS . Macam cb . hahah . Nak escape je . Okay now i have my FYP report to do. -_-

2010-07-28T10:12:00.001+08:00

She's my bestest friend . The greatest girlfriend i've ever had . She can be whatever and whoever i need , a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on , the best counsellor that one can find . All these years , she's been there for me , witnessing my ups and downs . Even if i made the stupidest choice , she will always be behind my back , supporting me . Without her , i dont think i can make it this far. She's turning nineteen today and it marks our 12 year of friendship. I love you girlfriend and I hope our friendship lasts till we aged . May you be blessed with greatest health and life ahead . Happy Bithday Nur Farhanah Asnin :D xoxo.

oh , one more , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZAM , my oh-so-long-lost-bruther-nigg :D

2010-07-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR HAZIRAH SAZALEE! hehe . We hope you enjoyed and love the surprises we did for you ! heheh . A great gf, always . We love you babe ! xoxo :D

I swear he had lots of fun last Saturday ! Celebrating Ira's bday at Sentosa. She didnt see it coming though . Thanx to Wan for everything:D Oh and at last , we have our Quadruple date . AHHA ! is there such word? Yes i think. ehehe . Its AWESOOOOOME ! if only raidah and didy could join us , it'll be much better :( Nevertheless, we enjoyed every single moment of it. We hope ira did too :D

2010-07-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

Sentosa was great. I love boyfriend and (s) , i love girlfriends , i love family. i'll update more tomorrow . my eyes are heavy.

2010-07-13T15:09:00.003+08:00

Well, Im officially theirs ! LOL . I had lots of fun during the past weekends . Emceeing , Singing , Laughing our ass of , dancing , flirting , bitching . They're the best kaki gereks , seriously. Bumped into Hariz and Azureen at the wedding and got to know its Azureen's cousin's wedding . Paisey pe. LOL . but nevertheless, i had a greaaaaaat time with them boys ! :D

And babyyyyyy, I sooooo love you tau ! hehe . had the greatest time with you these past few days . hehehe . oh and i bet you do too ^^ i had two more blardy months to spend with you before you masuk ns . and i promise that we'll spend our time together wisely eh b eh ? :D

"And now , my happiness, is being with you baby" - Ismail Aswandi .

Everybody say Awwwww :D

Xoxo.

2010-06-26T12:07:00.004+08:00

baby's back, FINALLLLLYY ! meeting him later today after a week plus of not meeting.
oh fcuk i miss him lottttts sia ! oh before that , going his aunt's place first for idk what occassion . then meeet Aryan ! eh im pissed tau . Sume asek Aryan sana Aryan sini. Then dont love me anymore:( like bf , when he' in Msia, he called me and said " B, i da beli kan Aryan barang tau tapi i tak tau nk belikn u ape" Sort je eh. hahaha . but i dont mind though , cos I love Aryan too ! :D One last thing, i'm fcukin happy lah ! i passed my exams with flying warna siaaaa ! I SUKE ! :D

2010-06-22T14:13:00.003+08:00

WELCOME TO THE WORLD MY BABY , PUTRA ARYAN SHAH !

19 June 2010 :D

I SUKEEEEEEEEEEEE!

He'll be trained to call me Mummy Pretty :D i suke.

look at his eyes. its as big as mine lah please. hehe .

and yes , one more thing , i got an A for my Business Law Test ! I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE ! :D

so clever lah the girl. hehe .

2010-06-17T11:23:00.003+08:00

Am i cute or what? How i wish i could turn back time and freeze my toddler moments in a time capsule so that i wont be a grown up. I missed those times:(

So yesterday, karate kid was sold out and we watched Nightmare on elm street instead , with the favourite people ! In the morning , i met my favourite girl of all , Nurfarhanah Asnin Tapri. hehe :D Also known as my tagboard's Oranglalulalang . teating -_- we were like stalkers sia. haha. but funeeeey !

Actually im in business law's class now but im just too lazy to pay attention. Feels like sleeping. Ive been having many sleepless nights these past few days. Blame it on gentarasa rehersals! but i had fun though ^^

From a lover, to a player . TSK.

Fyp, is my history

2010-06-13T10:01:00.006+08:00

Guess what?
It's Sunday and i'm in school ! Sucha loser.
Blame fyp ! But people , listen to this carefully ,
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF FYP ! and yes, I'm thruuu !
A few more hours left and it'll be a part of my history.
hehe. And and, sissy just bought me a whole oreocheesecake ! It's for me, alooooone!(:
but too bad I can't Eat it anytime soon as I've been having stomachaches and diarrhoea these past few days.
Sumpah sakitttt :(
okay back to work now babies !(:

2010-06-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

Everything is still fresh in my mind . Yes , everything.
Some time in this period last year, ive been hurt, really hurt.
The pain was unbearable.
Even if someone take a knife and pierced it thru my heart , the pain will be less hurtful than this.
Ive tried my best to overcome everything .
Im just a normal girl with a normal heart.
The only thing that made me stayed strong was because , i strongly believed in karma.
Its not revenge that i want , but just , a reality check.
If you can do it to me, someone can do it to you too.

Im now looking at the positive sides of love.
The way he cared for me now,
The sacrifices he have made for our love,
The laughters and the happy times that we've had , almost everyday,
The way he treated me ,
The assurance he gave me that I'm the only one .
Everything .

Thank you b , for everything.
Happy if-not 2 years anniversary.
I love you.

People said our heart are like mirrors.
Once it broken, even if you fixed the pieces, you can still see the crack.
Its true indeed.

2010-06-06T23:19:00.006+08:00

sexciteeed ! not for FYP event that'll be coming up this weekend ,
but for gentarasa 2010 next weekend ! cos im one of the wardrobe mistress ^^
I suke! my girls know why kan kan kan ? Ijaaah chief tauu . So cheeeky . LOL.
now im officially a no-life-kid for 2 weeks straight. And after that , im through !
okay dah bye :D

2010-06-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS !

you wouldn't bother my life anymore now :D

2010-05-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

i am overjoyed ! i love my man so blardy much ! just a few minutes earlier, he surprised me by coming to my house and giving me oat prawns ! my favourite food eh ! hehe . i was in my pyjamas already sia , so unglam . and went i looked down the window, the whole battalion eh die bawak . haha . my parents in law (ehem !) , my grandma in law, my aunts-and-uncles-in-law , and my dearest sis-in law , all were there . hehe . so shy the girl eh ! and what made me touched is that , they went all the way to pioneer ,(if you dont know, pioneer is right next to joo koon , the 2nd last stop on the EastWest line) , just to send me my oat prawns . ehhe . i suke ! :D

and good news is , FYP is almost done ! almost ! hang on a lil more baby ! :D

2010-05-25T20:10:00.005+08:00

Heyy , okay this pic da belapok eh . okay lah tk belapok lah. exaggerating sia . its taken a few days back. last thurs if im not wrong . meet up with the gundussss , after months not meeting each other. i swear i misss them fcukin much sia ! and yes, we celebrated Cha2's epah's and my bday :D kesian uh farna , poket koyak siol! hahaha .

and shuuy was there too. sumpah i happy sia meet them . and they kept laughing at me for i-dont-know-what reasons.oh yea, especially 'my theory' in epah's itouch. its been there since last year eh and im so 'touched' epah didnt delete it . DELETE UH EPAH ! the theories are blardy merepek lah pls. and to the other gundus , yok jumpeeeeeeeeeeeee ! i miss krg banyak banyak sekaliiii ! :(

and now , FYPPPPPPPPPPPPP! mati aku :S 2 more weeks baby . ENDUREEEEEE :D

2010-05-17T19:40:00.018+08:00

HEYYYYY! im nineeteeeeen already ! heh . suke eh :D okay so as you can see in the pictures , i had loads and loads and loads of fun ! Went popeyes the other day with bf and he's like lain mcm . and its really one kind of lain mcm because its freaking funny ade, annoying also ade. haha ! so here we go.

bf suddenly stopped his bike by the street .
me: you ! asl stop?
bf:oh , motor i rosak siaaa!
me: *thinking , off all days, why must it be today ?*
bf: *sit down at the side of the road and stare at his bike,with both hands on his cheeks.*
me: OI ! rosak ape? asl u tgk gtu je? betulkan uh!
bf: entah u , i pun tk tau rosak ape.
me: HUH?!

15 minutes later , then we make a move . tu pun psl i force him .and tau2 , he was waiting for time to pass. kpale otak u ! haha . but seriously , i was shocked eh ! how come all the west and north people all in the east . skali he planned it with all my RP girls^^ awww, im soo blardy touched ehk please . heh. i love u girls tauuuuu ! :D

later that night , we went for BG's bbq pit. it was awesooommme :D they celebrated ony, faris and my bday . i suke ! ^^ and ony plead bf for something on behalf of me . and thennn , i got it ! yeayy ! saaayang ony :D and yes , BGs, i love you guyyyyys ! thank you for the wonderful night !

then the next day celebrated with cousins! i like , cos you know why? i still hold the "Queen Of Poker" title . beat me man !omg , imagine playing poker with my aunts , uncles , bruther , cousins and my own dad (most of them are oler than me ), and i still cling on to that title for months eh fren eh ! :D sitting down for 3 hours to finish one game isnt easy , i swear . but still , long live the queen of poker! heh.

Oh yea, okay for every single soul who wishes me on facebook , sms, calls or whatever mediums that reached me , thankyou so much ! and yes, im really really sorry for those who msged/ call my old number . erm , im not using that number anymore, hehe .sorry ehk . ive got a new number , ask me personally for it .

okay have a great day people ! :D

2010-05-10T20:45:00.001+08:00

ONY DAH TUAAAAAAAAA! DUA PULUH SEN ! hehe . Happy birthday kawan semenjak dua tahun lalu ! :D hehe . ony ony ony ony , remember this pic? hush hush? ring a bell? HAHA . okay , Happy birthday babyyyy ! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU ! enjoy u nye bday okay ? see youu sooooon ! xoxo , Noriz :D

2010-05-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED BEST FRIEND ! heh , raidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah , sumpah aku miss kauu ! i nak jumpe u like seriously. da lah traitor ! pffft. heh . enjoy your bday k baby . you know i love youuuu :D

2010-05-04T19:10:00.004+08:00

happy 4th may people! heh . i tau random. but im savouring the days left to my nineteenth birthday ! :D

ive been enjoying most of my time now . the only thing ive missed out is meeting Awal Ashaari at Suntec! pfft . but i blame no one . cos bf reminded me of the 3.5 gpa that i need to achieve . heh . macam betul eh 3.5 . but i'll try my best though :D

fyp is being a female dog right now. its such a pain in the ass , like seriously . briefings and meetings here and there . stupid numbskulls lah the facis . oh yea , talking about numbskulls , i miss my ncc mates! yes , you heard it right , NCC. haha . i only mean the people not the activities and stuffs like that . heh . classic kn 'numbskull'? it was like 5 years ago? haha . but still, one of my precious memories though.

ehk ehk ehk tengok my minnie mouse above? cute not ? bf bought me that and surprised me in school with that huge minnie mouse plush after i sulked for hours. heh prangai nye aku . but sumpah bf was effing sweet . all thanx to min and tacha . thank you so much ehk korang betray aku . haha . iman pun . CB . haha . but its okay . lucky im one of the forgiving soul thats still alive eh . heh.okay , its poker time baby !

xoxo, noriz:D

2010-04-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWAN SEMENJAK KECIL ! ahah . like what u said before, "aku miss time kite budak budak dulu" wah chey . step kite mane pey tua nta. Enjoy your nineteenth ehk darling ! and yes , lets meet soon . nothing have worked out since two years ago . haha . nak meet nak meet , tk meet meet. haha ! okay soon ehk soon . HAH ! thats all baby . I LOOOOOVVVVEEE YOU ATH! :D xoxo, Noriz.

2010-04-29T21:47:00.004+08:00

Happy 19th birthday Annana ! I missed you so damn bloody much! and the rest too~ Enjoy your bday aite gorgeous ! I love you darling :D xoxo, Noriz.

And for this little girl here, Happy 9th bday baby ! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ! and yes, my boyfriend loves you too . guess you already know that . haha . okay baby , enjoy your day with your scandals okay you playgirl kenit ! heh . xoxo, your beloved sister .

and yes yes ! watched IP man 2 just now. it was awesomee ! :D heh . we had a good laugh throughout the show. and i can see that we are only the malays there. and it was close to full house. and oh , we bought tickets for tomorrow's iron man 2 already ! heh. so its gonna be me , bf and fatin . and we're surprising her:D

oh guess what ? i was damn close to riding a vespa just now ! i was so sexcited lah please! like a small kid excited wanna go playground gtu . seriously. last2 , bf's bike da okay . damn , fuckin close siaaa ! ehk and tdi i saw someone. someone from the space! seriously . cos she looked like one . haha okay im so mean lah. but yes, she's so weird that she stared at me mcm nk mkn. ehk hello, i know you know me , and i know you too , but tk perlu ehk tgk gtu ehk. but its okay . im not angry at you , cos im a gooood girl. k tett tkde link. heh .

okay , back to my report . toodles ~

xoxo , Noriz :D

2010-04-27T20:08:00.004+08:00

isn't this lovely? yes i know it is . heh . i fucking love my boyfriend so much if you guys hadn't realised. he texted me a long long msg the other day . i was so touched by it . i woke up from my sleep and go AWWW. heh . he mentioned how stupid he was to do things that were so foolish,back then . being in love with a bitch was one . heh. i know right? :D

and yes, now i can feel the heat of FYP. bring it on baby ! i'm all set ! :D

2010-04-22T13:28:00.003+08:00

heyyy, look at this retarded face . heh. okay not retarded . he's my hero, baby ! Infact , he's my family's hero ! :D

imagine carrying furnitures and contents of a four-storey bungalow to somewhere else , ALONE. yes baby , alone. okay maybe not alone, with my mom and my maid. but how heavy can my mum carry? and yes, bf saved the day ! :D heh . even when he's tired after hours of carrying stuffs , he picked me up from school together with my dad . heh . and his favourite line will always be , "What can i do ? Your family adores me ! " LOL ! Annoying siaaaa! hah. and ohhhh , he even bought me a pink transparent poker card ! I SUKEEEEEE !~ this is the effect i got from playing poker too much . Poker is addictive tau ! seriously sia . pfft !

and yes, my salary is in. guess what? the oh-so-stupid boss thought i didnt know how to count . He gave me my cheque and quickly make an excuse to leave. Its nearly a $100 less okay ! nabei teng teng . sepak muke baru tau ! i waited for him till he end his meeting to get another cheque ^^ abe bodo . i late , he complain, i overtime , he didnt pay . Cibai . Bingit sio. pfft ! and only after a day , ive spent ALL my money ! HAHHHAHA ! i've gotta learn how to save sia , seriously . went shopping with bf the other day . oh god, i bought clothes , shoes, bag and after so long of wanting my beef lasagne at pastamania , i finally got it ! and this buragas boyfriend of mine ate 12 inch pizzas all by himself . buragas much . heh .

please April, leave fast. I want my May :D

2010-04-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

Al fatihah to Achik Spin who have just passed away. He's been my idol all way long . I remembered getting mad and ended up crying when my sister got to sing with him in a concert. I really pity his wife. She have gone through so much since the death of one of their child. No matter what, we will always love you Achik . Rest in peace favourite singer :(

2010-04-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

i didnt force you to fall in love with me .

i didnt tell you im perfect .

i didnt tell you that im the only one who can love you .

i didnt tell you to hate girls because of me .

i didnt tell you that i could move on from my previous lovelife, after years you left me.

i didnt tell you that im thin.

i didnt tell you that you couldnt find someone else.

i didnt tell you that i want everything to end that way.

so please stop , enough lah .

im fcukin sick and tired of this.

you wanna find someone else? BY ALL MEANS.

you wanna decide on your own life? NO ONE'S STOPPING YOU.

you wanna move on? AMIN, FINALLY.

Look, i have a boyfriend and i love him so much.

I apologized if its because of me that you're afraid to look for other girls .

If you wanna badmouth me or curse me on your fb or whatsoever shit, go ahead, im not stopping you. But please, enough is enough k, move on.

Yes you said you've moved on but blardy hell, if you did, you wont bother messaging me for some kind of shit. you get me?

there's plenty of girls out there who wanted you badly.

just go ahead.

dont compare them with me because im different , so are they .

for sure they could love you more, much more than i did.

forget all my words , and whatever memories we had, because i choose to believe, it doesnt exist anymore. i am creating new memories.

and im sure you need too.

so move on dude, move on.

i dont care anymore. i love ismail aswandi . enough said? now scram .

2010-04-06T21:25:00.005+08:00

see this. gt it at farna's fb . heh . i loveeee this moment ! i swear. spot me spot me ! heh . im the one in front with straight hair pinching syira's cheek . lain kan kan kan muke? :D i tau. miss my ncc girls, both frm pasir ris n junyuan . i sumpah. they are the best girls ever, betul :D and yes, tgk ndiy nye muke . haha ! step cute. hhaha ! cute lah jugak kan.

im going to shift to jurong soon. pantat uh ! i tk suke. bf i kat bedok, kawan2 at tamp, baby coming soon at tamp, sume kat easttt! i kat jurong:( i tak suke laaaaaaaaaaaaaah ! but on a brighter note, its nearer to school, and to girlfriends ! :D but still, bf, i tknk jauh2 uh ngn u . nnti takleh meet everyday lagi:( da lah u da nak masuk NS . pfft !

believe it or not, ive been living with cats for4 days straight . heh , but im still fine :D cool kan kan kan? but slalu nk klua bilik ade a bit scary. heh . and yesyesyes , my attachment ends on friday which meanssss, three more days ! I SUKEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D

2010-03-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

OMG how stupid can i be? haha. sumpah i idiot. i scheduled nabilah's bday post on the 23rd of April instead of 23 of March ! haha ! march ngn april kan tk jauh kan nab? HAHAH ! bodoh nk mams. k nehmind.whatever it is , here's one for you, though it might be a lil bit late, k a lot. heh.

Dear Siti Nabilah. HAPPY 20th Birthday ! Da tua awak. now you must go through intensive housework practice . da nak kahwin kan ? hah . and yes, im sorry i couldnt join the celebration last week . im really sorry. but you know i love you , right? and yes, enjoy your day with your loved ones aite? xoxo, Noriz :D

2010-03-26T12:32:00.003+08:00

weeeheee~ kite ade baby instant ! :D i happy. went to maman's wedding that day. spent two long days there. but it feels like bf was the one getting married cos he's very effing smart, so handsome the boy :D
then mummy in law asked me to drive the car to take the cake. haha ! ni sumpah lol. i lum abes finish lah my license . a little bit more. heh. bf laughed at me mcm org gila sia. so bad the boy ! pffft !

and now im in the hospital. mummy get warded. she got lung infection. praying for her speedy recovery. i take leave from my work to take care of her. baik kn i ? :D heh.

and yesyesyes ! 2 more weeks to school reopen ! i suke i suke ! pasal, no more attachment ! heh. lpas tu bole cabot okay? :D i missed my girls ! nnti can jumpe ok. i skrg budak north uh . tk dpt turun east, jauh sgt, i mls. hehe . but on the brighter side, my rp girls! we're meeting sooooooooooooooooon ! :D

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYU ! I LOVEEEEE YOU ! :D

2010-03-13T21:20:00.005+08:00

Last night , i webcammed with farna and myra baby . haha ! sumpah kite kental ehk pls. its myra's first time using oovoo and both me and farna have long left oovoo behind. so we dont quite remember how to use it anymore. then farna kental, every minute she keep saying her credit is decreasing . ahah ! sumpah kental sia , i swear. abe satu2 muke busok . ahah ! i wanna post it here but tknk uh. muke busok gile uh seriously. haha . they will sure beat me up if i post it here.

oh yeah, went to IT show yesterday after work. bf bout me some pinky stuff, i suke ! and bruther bought me light for my lappy . heh. bf jealous ehk tgk bruther. he keep wanting to buy this and that . haha ! bruther nk buy but his wife say,"abg,sabar abg. " hahah ! then after that , went to marina where the shops are closing already. we had our late dinner there. then bruther and sis in law thought of waiting for the night rider so that they could sit in the bus .haha . but i left soon after pasal i naik bike ^^lagipun i tinggal jauh :( tiring banget donggg. and& now, the kids are here ! i suke !~

2010-03-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

I knew my actions to you did give you a bit brain damage, as shown in your pics, but please. i have a life to lead. You can peep at me , you can read my blog , you can ask your friends about me but please, i repeat myself again , i have a life to lead. its not as if i dont know you read my blog. i have a tracker and yes, it serves a purpose of tracking people who read my blog, in case you dont know. every single day , there will be someone viewing my blog , through yours. at least three to five person, at least. please. whatever you wanna do, its all up to you. i have a boyfriend and i love him. and im damn sure he knows how to take good care of me. we are happy the way we are now. please, i beg you, enough of everything. move on,please. take care.

2010-03-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

okay this is random. i went to sign into my youtube account, after so long .Then i saw some inbox messages. sumpah funny sia when i read it. one goes like this, "your voice power lah sey, nak msn bole?" okay i cant see any link between my voice and msn . haha ! the next one is, "suara awak mendayu uh, nak duet ngan saya?" HAHAHAH ! sumpah funney ! FARNA! kosakata of the day ! hahahaha , mendayu oi. hahaha . and its dated like end of last year and early this year. sumpah lol. adui. i cant stop laughing sia. and yes, da tiga tahun berlalu pun tu video so pls tk payah tgk k:)

and zul was already in the office when i got back just now. he asked me some random questions and made a move. not even 5 minutes lah pls. haha . like waste his time aje. and i heard, he wanna be a part-time facilitator? heh . and he wanna join my company for dance. and when i laughed, my boss scolded me. haha but sumpah funny siaaaaaaa.zul?dance? okay nehmind.

okay dah , skrg time untuk boyfriend. bye:)

2010-03-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! My fav indonesian actor, Dude Harlino, is coming to Singapore! To be precise, my school ! i nak jumpe die please anyoneeee! 27 march , he'll be at TRCC . i nk jumpe die please please please:(

ehk and today , bf came down my workplace to have lunch with me and he bought me a levis blouse. i suke! :D pink colour somemore! then he wanna buy me shoe pulak. kn senang belikan satu set skali! haha.

im damn pissed off now . whenever im charging my mp4, all the songs will be erased . i tak tau why. and now, im synchronizing it back. leceh mannnnnnnn ! :( da lah im tired. pfffffffffffft !

ehk yeah , my faci will be coming down to my workplace tomorrow! he wanna check on me. pantat betul.

boss: noriz, tmrrw zul coming.
noriz:who?
boss:zul !
noriz: zul who sia?
boss: your facilitator lah !
noriz:(few seconds) ohhhhh !

haha. see how slow i am. or maybe , i dont think zul is important to me thats why i dont remember him at all. heh . and yes, on 8th May , i need to do some stage managing at Esplanade i think . nervous much but sexcited though ! k bai ! :D

2010-03-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my one and only boyfriend , Ismail Aswandi.

Happy Anniversary baby. No matter how crazy you were, no matter how unreasonable you were, no matter how hell of a jerk you were , no matter how much you've hurt me , you know i love you best.

Mistakes were made . Yes i knew . I believe you can change and you will change . I have faith in you.

God taught us not to hold grudges. Not to seek revenge. Not to toy with people's feelings. I aint doing any and will not be doing any . To toy with your feelings, its far from what i've ever thought about. Baby , yes i can see you've changed. I can now see the boy who love me all his heart. The boy who i think,would voluntarily stay my by side throughout my golden years. The boy who will share his life with me. Baby , you should know. I love you so. But, we cant fight fate . I really hope that we are fated to be together . We can do the planning, but he's the one determining it.

xoxo , cheeka :D

2010-03-07T01:26:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRANKY MONSTER ! :D

enjoy your last teen year aite, with me of course ! heh , i saaaaaaaaaaaayang you banyak banyak you know . heh .

heh . surprise worked as planned . heh . even though bf and me need to run the whole botanic garden just to look for them when they are right beside us ! pfffffffffffft ! haha . but it was a success though , i suke :D and the bday girl was so selenger can? sorry neng . heh . i walked in front of her but she didnt realised. then from far across , the girls shouted her name , she didnt hear. so i just shout her name from the side then she was like " ehk , ehk , ehk ! " hahaha ! kesian zanny andre die . kene marah. hahahaha ! LOL ! yes, i missed my girlfriends damn damn damn damn much maaaaan ! :( even their height have changed ! heh , raudah was like " ehk raidah , i thought you taller than me?" hahaha ! funny lah drg . raudah is still with her ever slow reaction . heh but cute though cos everyone is laughing at a joke and then she didnt get it then like 5 seconds later when everyone stopped laughing , she starts. HAHAHA ! LOL . damn hilarious siaaa ! god, i miss dorang laaaaaa. and i dpt jumpe ira sekejap only , she rushed off soon after:(

anyhooos , happy anniversary baby :\

2010-03-05T22:07:00.007+08:00

seee , we went shoppping at giant the other day . haha . sumpah kental. but i love it! boyfriend is so baik, because he wanna go fishing ! pfffft ! at first we were like not layan-ing each other. when i say something's pretty, he will push the trolley away as though he doesnt want me to buy it and i did the same way to him . then his cousin called and ask him whether he wanna go fishing. wahhh , then member punye lah baik. he suddenly hugged me and say im very kind today lah and whatnots. just because he wanted me to let him off for fishing. haha . banyak cantik muke die.pffft !

and then i say," ehk ,if we are married then got baby , then we must go giant buy baby's milk la pampers laaa. haha ! cannot imagine sia" then there's a family there whom i think, overheard our conversation . boyfriend blushed ehk i tell you, terus die jalan laju2 . malu oi. haha. then i shout "u ! susu baby mane?!" hahaha . we laughed like orang gila sia. HAHAHAHA .

my oh my , now my dad is being random . we're sitting at the living room watching tv when there's a motorbike's sound outside . He shout "Nana! Nana ! Ismail kat lua agaknye." His face sumpah confident ehk. Padahal i just put down the phone with bf. haha . kental sia. Then he peep through the window and said "ehk , bukan" . hahaha . like shiok sendiri like that.

ehk yeah , just now during lunch , i went shopping , i suke !~ i buy shoe , i buir hairbands , i buy macam macam , nak step orang kaya tapi gaji belum masuk ehk . haha . and just now i jealous:( because everyone have gotten their pay , except for me ! :( disadvantage of being an intern huh . haiyaayaaaa.

ehk ehk ehk ! my baby sick . taking care people , love ya'll ! oh , to ayam and danial and my friends thats going to serve the country starting this week , take care yeah , i love ya'll ! :D :D

2010-03-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

currently im in the office, ALONE . booooorrrrriiiinnng ! but i feel like watching hindustan . timecheck: 11.20 am . and everybody will be back in the office only at 3.30 pm . now tell me what im suppose to do? luckily i've bought chocolates , titbits and drinks in the office. heh . party lahh abeee.

oh yea, right now i 'm trying not to meet my lovely boyfriend for 10 days straight. heh . yesterday i wanna take bus home, but he wanna fetch me . lucky he got work to do. hah , so im continuing the ten days thingy but i think lets aim for five days first , as advised by Nabilah . cos we usually meet up everyday so its impossible for us not to meet up 10 days straight . lagi i work in this place , lagi cannot make it. haha !

oh oh oh , bruther ! happy belated birthday ! your present on the way k? surprise surprise ! :D mahal know the present . sanggup tau buy mahal2 cos i know you love me :D HEH !

and yes, i sayang boyfriend :D like alot alot alot and alot !

2010-02-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

Give me a break . School = Lappy , Work= Lappy , Isn't there anything better to do than using a lappy ? Just the first day at work and im seriously tired . Blame the school for giving me this attachment lah . I just wanna sit home and rest rest rest ! Penat you know sit at the office and type type type . Write emails . Design flyers . Bla bla bla. Eventhough i just sit down , i swear its tiring . The journey from the MRT station to my workplace is near and i walked a whole big round just now. Complicated lah the place.

And the best part is , im supposed to finish work at 6.30pm but at 6.30pm my boss called everyone in to have a meeting . Then i didnt bring my phone in lah of course, cos i thought its just a five minutes meeting . Skali , its an hour and a half meeting . When the meeting ends , i went to my desk and look at my phone . wah best pe . 52 missed calls. From boyfriend and friends from all over. haha ! guess what ? Boyfriend called all my closest friend and ask where am i and he even ask whether did i tweet anything or not . Cos before that he was angry at me and he shouted at me . So he thought i merajok . HAHA ! Cute lah he ! heh . then then he want to cry cos he scared that something bad may happen to me . everybody say "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" :D i sayang boyfriend i lah .

Farna: Ehk kau kat mane?

Me: Kat office . Baru abes meeting . Asal?

Farna: Oh . Ehk ..(interrupted )

Me: Ehk jap jap nabilah call aku . Ehk asal sume orang call aku ni???

Farna: Pasal matae kau call sume orang lah ? HAHAH .

Me: HUH?!

and and and ! the funny part was when Nabilah messaged me asking where i am and she promise she wont tell boyfriend . I laughed like mad when i first saw it i tell you ! sorry nabilah ! but seriously , i thought it was funny lah cos im not even angry with boyfriend . ahha ! but appreciate it loads Nabilah , so thoughtful of you :D

got message from neng lah , call from ira lah , whoever lah and he even called my mum ! haha . worry betul my boyfriend ehk. haha .

okay lovelies. I wanna turn in early tonight cos ive got work tomorrow :(

School, reopen back fast , please:(

2010-02-18T21:25:00.009+08:00

barbeque went well for all three days. boyfriend came for the consequent two days for mum's and dad's side, i suke(: mum's side a bit plain and not that fun compared to dad's side . i've always had fun with them . played dodgeball outside my house at the open space . boyfriend played rough sia . he smacked the ball and it knocked my aunt's head . haha! then he smacked again , and knocked my cousin's head . then we played this blanket game , continue the sentence game , and murderer. damn funny i tell you ! cos its doesn't involved only the kids, but the parents too ! fcukin funny laaaaah . how i wish we could have this every week . haiyayaaaa.

So now bf told my parents something already ^^ and im happy ! cos they're okay with it (: i suke i suke !~ ohhhh , and todayyyyyyyyy , i sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sangat ! i fought with boyfriend yesterday night and today at 8 am , my maid came into the room and said " kak , abg ismail nye ade di bawah " i was like HUH?! wah piang , i go toilet wash my face , brush my teeth quickly then go down with my muke busok. haha . then he said he left something at his bike so he went out to go to his bike. then my grandma say " ehk ehk ehk , he got surprise !" then when i turned around , tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~ macdonalds breakfast ! i suke i suke i suke !(: see lah . how can i be slim like this? Blame him for feeding me too well (: i sukeeeeeeeeeee !

i had a whole day of fun with boyfriend today ,i swear . wrestling part was the best (: haha . tapi sakit lahhh babyyyyy! but its okay cos i love you ass ! :D

oh yeah , before i forget , CONGRATULATIONS NURHAZIRAH SAZALEE AND RIDHWAN ISKANDAR ! you guys know what :D

and nowwwwww, time to watch , my name is khan ! :D

2010-02-12T11:46:00.009+08:00

FISHING WAS SUPERB ! i mean , we got to see the fish fighting for its life. Its pitiful , i swear . But its boyfriend's hobby for now so so had to just follow him (: at first , there was boyfriend , me , his aunt and uncle . then tacha , min and taufiq came . impromptu . its been ages since i last saw them . oh god i misssss them ehk please.

And yeah , sis joined "ziana zain Singapore 2010" at the very last minute and she won third. haha ! i da ckp tk payah masuk , die degil. haha . but im very proud of my sissy , she did her best(: the winner , is a girl age 14 . wah piang . her voice sumpah ziana zain . and when she duet with ziana zain on stage , u can really see the resemblance between them , their hand gestures , the way the bend their knees , the way they hold their mic. Sumpah same ehk . but i really think sis should won second . not only me, everyone else think so too. ok takpe. bende da berlalu kan ?(:

oh yeah , boyfriend found a new job , he'll be starting on wednesday . i sad :( i bole jumpe die on weekends aje :( and my attachment starting soon on next monday ! so can go work with bf ! i sukeeeee (:

2010-02-05T20:54:00.005+08:00

i missed my girls . i tak bedek. especially those two selenger bacin up here (: i missed them so much . girlfriends , jom jom jom jumpe.

i kangen sama kalian:( birthdaysssss, come fast :( :( :(

and oh , happy anniversary Nynaaa and Zanny Andre , last long aite (:

2010-02-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

bitch , you're the cause why this is happening . you're the cause for everything . your words , your pleads , to hell with that . its been months , but its not forgotten . you know what ? you may think that you've found your happiness , but i dont think so . cos your key definition to happiness is, to ruin people's relationships and happy life . and im not gonna be mean , but just to remind you , be very afraid of karma . Cos girl i know , you're not gonna be as strong as me , and you're not gonna make it through , trust me .

now im really hoping that everything ends here . no more bitches , no more sluts , no more irritating annoying bugger who would enter my fairytale life and claim that she's my boyfriend's 'princess' or whatever shit cos i know , whatever you do to impress him , im the only one in his heart . and you should be very very careful , cos maybe , just maybe , you might end up having to handle sluts like YOU , like how i did . goodluck (:

just one thing left for me to say , i trust my boyfriend .

2010-02-01T11:23:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! had a mini celebration at my crib . ignore my busok face . cousins came, bf came . blow cake , played games , carrom-ed , talk cocked , smell armpit session , fight2 session and mcm2 else.haha . the most enjoyable thing we did is playing rumah dayak lah of course . it was damn fun i tell you , with my aunties , uncles , cousins , siblings and boyfriend playing it . haha .

there's this one part when bf hide behind a large dustbin . then da swee2 boleh menang , a fight occur between my sis and my cousin . adui . part ni je da boring oi . terus stop ehk game ehk . peng aje . LOL . then sume muke mcm -_- haha .

next two weeks , we're having barbeque at my crib . and they all gonna overnight here , together with boyfriend ! yeayyy ! i double suke ! heeeeee. they say my house like chalet already , no need to waste money . wahhh , part ni suke uh , dpt save duit ! lol.

and and and yes ! you know AWAL ASHAARI??! HE CALLED ME 'SYG' ! (: AWWWW , im blushing mcm nak mampos uh cn? so here's our conversation. i asked him something about his boutique uh then he replied " blablablablablabla............syg" weeewit ! i like cn? and fyqah kept laughing at me and ask me to stop it. i tak boleh stop laah. he's like my favourite malaysian actor lah please (:

okay dah , sorry boyfriend , i tergatal sekejap. sekejap aje .haha . skrg da tak , i tetap sayang you ehk bf ehk(:

2010-01-29T14:52:00.004+08:00

bf sleepover my house the other night . we went to teh tarik and have our spring chicken around 2 am . Semua kelaparan , mind you . then everybody went to sleep except me and bf , we played wii. LOL sia. sumpah kental . and i swear its fuckin easy to wake him up . went to him , kissed him on the cheek and tadaaaaaa , he woke up ! haha . assss you . everytime i called you a million billion gazillion times , u taknak bangun . pffffffftt ! and oh , wanna know something? The ride from my house to my school is just freakin 5 minutes ! i suke (:

2010-01-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

booyaaaah ! ive reached my weird hometown . will be staying there for around 3 months , i guess. so yea, ive yet to take a picture of it lah farnaaaa ! wait laaa. busy know. haha . lol. my grandma is now staying with me , double yeay ! and boyfriend suke melayan . my grandma singing lagu "mawarku", she became siti nurhaliza and bf , 2 by 2 . funny sia.

so yeah , the movers came , then my sis , being an idiot , she put her handphone in her bag , slenger or what . and her bag is at level 2. 10 minutes later , when she came back to the room , her hp is gone , so we suspected one of them. Cos you see, ALL the movers were wearing songkok , and one of them have tattoos on his hand and neck , so which one would u suspect? And one more thing , he'd been in my room for such a long time . And when he came out my room's toilet , on of the movers uncle saw a sim card on his mouth .

And then , when my sis told my mum , he looked at them , then he slight his cigarrette and act like someone is calling , he walked far away from my house and bf went to follow him . When he saw bf , he immediately stop at where he is standing so one of the movers uncle call his phone , here's the conversation .

Uncle: Ehk san , mane kau pergi? (San , where did you go?)

Suspect: Oh , aku ade masalah uh , mak aku panggil balik (I got problem uh , my mum called me to get home)

Uncle: Kpale hotak kau mak kau suro kau balik ! Kau tunggu situ ! (Your head your mum ask you to go back , You wait right there)

So the uncles , sis , bf and me went to him . He die2 say he never take . And then when the uncle said " i saw simcard on ur mouth when you get out of the toilet " . He replied " Oh , that one i change sim card , i got a lot of simcards uh". Then a fight started between bf and him cos he threatened to beat up my sis , Sooooooooooooo dayus man . coward sia sumpah .

Thereafter, he took out all his sim cards to show the uncle , and my sis asked me to try it in my phone ,and its not my sis's . and then i got a brilliant idea (: (: (: *self proclaim* LOL . i asked him to give me his handphone . If someone change simcard ,all the call logs gone right? So i checked his outgoing and incoming calls , wah seyyy . the time he said he change simcard is 7 plus , but the call log at 3 plus still there .

And then i said , "If someone change simcard, everything is gone . Dont lie to me , im not stupid. And if you said your mum called you , theres no receive calls from your mum , but youre the one who called" . Bf then asked me to check on the call duration , WALAAAAH ! 0 secs ehk please. he tried to fool us , idiotic . heck , i lied since young but im not as stupid as you ehk please.

And then my dad came , blablabla , at last , he gave back the hp to his uncle and walk away from there cos he's embarrassed. SO kentalll apeeeeee. okay i think this composition is too long alr . haha . must stop here. LOL.

okay daddy is undergoing his operation today . hope everything went smoothly . amin (:

2010-01-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

tell me how long can i be angry with this sweet loving boyfriend of mine?
im upset with him for some reasons , and an hour later, he came to my school , giving me this bouquet of roses. travel all the way from bedok to woodlands just to give me this. everybody say AWWWWWW(: thank you boyfriend , i sayang you and in case you dont know , ure forgiven(:

there's this chinese girl in my class who're pissed of with kumar's racist jokes . its like, who the hell doesnt know kumar?! he was like that since forever . he even make fun of his own race so why the hell is she pissing off , i also dont know. merepek la she . whatever it is , if you play kumar drag queen a billion times also i will laugh at the same jokes. oh boy , he's talented (:

and yea, today is the day im shifting house. mummy forced me to skip school but i dont want. haha . first time semangat oi nk gi sch pasal tknk tolong kemas ruma . haha ! sooo lazy . and right now , im in class, boyfriend is at my house , tolong kemas ! LOL! he'll pick me up later (:

bye tampines , hello weird hometown :(

2010-01-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SISTER IN LAW !(:
hope you enjoyed the mini celebration we had for you.
well at least , we hope, that will make you future "baby girl" happy(:

So as you can see , we had her bday celebration with one of my cousins family at seoul garden . Mummy and daddy treated everyone (: Thank you boyfriend for running here and there for me to get me something before heading to seoul garden(: we're one of the last family to leave tamp mall i guess. it reminds me of my working days last time . gosh , i missed them so much .

and ohh , i bought her Donald Duck plush . Its big and its cuteeeee ! (: i dont know whats with boyfriend . He just gave me 50 bucks and ask me to spend it , randomly . Da buang tebiat or what ni budak . And i havent even spend it yet . Saving it for rainy days *ehk epah , im using this line! * lol .

Johnny knows that girl . The one that i despise much . The one i realised who isn't pretty at all . At first i thought she's a lil bit okay okay la . But after seeing her photos , nahhhh . I dont know why he terpikat . Okay nehmind , whateverrr laaaaaa. She's just after him for some reasons . Whatever it is , he's still mine , why worry huh? (: (: (:

and tmrw , its Adli Rafique's 1ST BIRTHDAY !
my lovelyyy babyyyy ! (:
ohhhhh , i looovveeee him !

assalamualaikum (:

2010-01-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

booyaah ! im back from jb . oh yah , you guys watched akademi fantasia ? its one of my favourite malaysia reality show . its more to a singing competition uh where all the chosen contestants stayed in a bungalow together without their handphones , money and they cant contact anyone outside the bungalow . cool huh? they have performances every week and one person will be eliminated each week . Singapore should really do this , seriously . So yeah , back to my story . we went jb last two days to accompany my sis whose joining this akademi fantasia competition . There's a total of 4 rounds and she got thru the third. They say , she doesnt need to go to the 4th round cos she's too good . LOL . thats fcukin funny lah. I never heard before that if a person is too good , they wont accept her. haha . Whatever it is , we just hope for the best for her . We are hoping for her to be in (: Do u guys know how they actually tell someone whether they r in ? They are very creative indeed . They will make a surprise for her in her house or they planned together with her friends or whatsoever . Cool shit huh . mcm best gtu. but my sis like dont care like that . haha. like if dont get, dont get lor? haha . crazy uh tu girl.

and yeah , i missed boyfriend ! boyfriend texted me this long message that made me go 'awwwww' . i sayang die tau(:

ohhh, ive got presentation which is a part of my UT3 . need to present in front of NAC. scaryy pe. lol. andddddd im shifting this sunday i guess? tk nak can?:( :( :(

2010-01-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

time check: 9.47a.m and im done with class. i just got my ass here around 15 minutes ago . pantat laaah. now waiting for bf to sampaaaaaai , i nak makan lunch ngan die (: fcuk UT la . because of UT , i need to stay in school till 4.30 to do it. nabei teng teng maaaaan .

oh yea , im going to shift house . mcm pantat . i tak suke . i nak dekat dekat dgn bf . i taknak jauh2 :( daddy ask bf for his help to shift house . and the bf mcm tknk tlg. haha . he dont want me to shift . LOL. i also taknak :( write petition uh gini . hah ! merepek sia aku . sape aje mau bace tu petition . but somehow i cant wait to shift , for some reasons.

did i tell you guys that my house is haunted? well , it really is. damn freaky , right farna? ive told her the stories and she's like " go do something with it , seriously" . ahah . well yesterday night really freaked me out . its like the battle of noriz and the ghosts ,seriously. i felt a lil bit uneasy yest , so i on 'ayat qursi' on my hp , the loudest i can go. then the ghostly sounds suddenly became louder and louder and more. wah piang . fcukin scary sia . my dad got scratched on his right arm by 'that' thing . nabei teng teng . deep sia the scar. takooooooot :0

ehk people , did i miss out on something? ohhh yes i did . i have a secreeet to tell everyone . guess what ? i love my boyfrieeeeeeeeeeend ! (: (: (: i know im irritating but its my blog yaw! hahahhahahah! (:

2010-01-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

seee this guy ?

how crazy , mad , irritating , annoying ,hell of a jerk he was , i'm still madly in love with him (: i hope the time will come and he soon realised that he meant the world to me and vice versa. amin (:

2010-01-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES !~ im not gonna blabber about my new year resolutions till you guys fell asleeep but im just gonna thank some parties for making my 2009 a great one (:

In this year , i think ive made the best out of it. Making new friends , losing some and also had some foes. There's a point of time when i was down and my friends , gundus , to be precise , was beside me all way long , supporting me . Even when i'm not close to someone , that someone's friends was with me through every obstacles. Black knights , im talking about you guys here. For my girls, they have been supporting me all way long , both mentally and physically . Even when one of you have changed into another school , you still cared and i swear i love my girls . Raudah , ira , nyna , raidah , heres for you girls . Gang rilek , faridah , wan , an and the rest , i'm really happy to get to know you guys this year . You guys made my year a meaningful one . You guys cheered me up , made me laugh , forced me to pour all my feelings out , made me feel like everythings all right , i just love you guys ! Boyfriends , taufiq and min , its great having you guys around even after months ive been missing in action . And this year marked our four years of friendship . I'm loving each and every moment of my time with you guys this year and thank you , for making my 2009 a memorable one.

For my foes , heres one for you guys .I know i've blurted vulgarities while we're fighting or whatsoever . On the other hand , i might have been talking nicely with you guys but EVERYBODY knows i didnt mean it . Just want you guys to know , ive forgiven you guys , but please , forgetting is a big word we're saying here. But still , EVERYONE knows , im better than you (: LOL . thank you for dropping by my life , just to show me how strong his love for me is (:

In this year , i've realised how much i loved this special someone . We've been through ups and downs together . I've gone through all the pain of loving this special someone . Never once i thought that he would came begging to me , but he did . Never once i thought i could love someone better that my first , but i did. I believe everything have a price to pay , even for love. No doubt there's still bitches roaming around for guys , but they did it for a reason , and that is , to make use of them . For money , transportation or whatsoever . And for this reason , i had to had time off from this relationship for some time . It frustrating but yea , Karma hit them back , real hard . I believe everything happens for a reason . And now i know , he loves me much (:

okay now goodbye 2009 ! hello 2010 ! (:

2009-12-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

i miss this clan so much .this is incomplete , there's still d'yraa , nyna , liya , julie and ramai lagi . i just miss having karaoke till late night with them , hanging around with them doing funny stuffs , joking around and chilling . now we're all separated to our courses and i missed them dearly :(

gaaaaaang ! i nak jumpe korang please? :(

and now i geram ngan taufiq! pfffft !~ last min ckp ade chalet . guess i'll be crashing to his chalet tomorrow with bf but we'll be going to countdown somewhere else . wah sey , its already the second last day of 2009 ! im so not ready for 2010. i nak belajar bersungguh sungguh . wah sey ! macam paham . and yes , besok birthday faruq and tacha ! (: besok baru i wish k ? (:

okay bye , i tgh tengok cahaya (: and btw , bf tadi nak nangis tengok cite minta tolong . cute tau he ! haha . okay bye (:

2009-12-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ellen degeneres !

heard that she's gonna replace Paula Abdul in American Idol next season . ok now i so cant wait for that cos i've always loved her and her shows .i suke i suke i suke ! (:

i tgh tgk cite cahaya . sakit hati sangat tau ! GERAAAAM ! its just 120+ episodes . Theres 100 more to go. LOL. lame pe sia . haha .

went swimming with lil cousin just now (: and then jumpe boyfriend ! boyfriend tak sayang i pasal die gigit i . i tak suke :( jahat nye boyfriend ! pffffffffffffft !

oh , boyfrieeeeend ! i nak tengok alvin and the chipmunks 2 ! pleasepleaseplease ! :( next week i ade byk plan sey . movie date , chillout session , picnic , banyak lagi . i stress pasal tkde duit :( i nak workkk ! nak work tempat lame balik tpi i malas uh :( betul uh farna say , i lazy pig . pfffft !

2009-12-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

booooyaaaah !
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE ! (:

see the above picture. my bruther feeling2 at org puteh nye country . padehal at malaysia . haha!!! so tak cool ehk please. LOL.

ive received a message from an anonymous wishing me merry christmas just now. then when i asked who is it , that fellow didnt reply. LOL.haha . ohhh , daddy won two tickets siti nurhaliza concert on 1 Jan . and when lil cousin heard about it , she dont wanna go back to msia. haha . LOL . so im letting her go with sis and give it a pass so that i can spend time with bf ! yeayyy (:

and tues , meeting homies ! yeay ! i tak sabaaaaaaaar ! i nak nak nak !hari ni i duduk ruma aje . i boring . boyfriend pegi swimming .besok i punye turn and he must tag along ! i dont care !hmmph! eh and guess what ? timecheck : 6.15 pm , and i havent even eaten ! i lapar :( bf , buykan mac bole? :(

its been years but im still in love with "right now" . i dont know why . ive been repeating it since forever . whenever i run through my playlist , and i found that song , i can just say goodbye to the others cos i wont bother playing another song . and oh , i've been wondering why the hell i've NEVER heard "yank" song from wali band on the radio before . its the best indonesian song i've ever heard so far but yet , its never been on air . why ehk? LOL , see . i kept thinking of those minor things and i dont give a damn about my portfolio . and know what? boyfriend had started my portfolio for me . he drew for me a wooden puppet on the stage dancing with those lightings and stuffs . awwwww. haha . terima kasih yer bufren ku (:

eh eh eh eh eh ! my blog banner how? nice not? ive spent the whole day doing it . tiring know. but i suke (:

2009-12-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY YACHIAH YACIN & SHUUUUY MAJID !
i sayang you due due tau ! alot alot alot !

ngan yang lain jugak !

enjoy your bdays right homies? SAAAAYANG KORANG !

i takleh pegi klua ngan drg nyari:(mummy i suro bawak my baby cousin. abe i malas .pasal nnti kene puasa something .and i tkde duit nak bwak die .and i miss i nye gundu :( :( :( ALOT ALOT ALOT TAU !

farna pun takleh pegi.die ade reason sendiri . so we need to come out with a plan for the bday girl real soon ! farnaaaaa , JOM ! yachiah , mintak maaf yer ;( :( :(

2009-12-17T14:49:00.000+08:00

i hari hari dengan boyfriend i .

i suke boyfriend i .

i sayang boyfriend i .

i love boyfriend i .
haha . teating kn ? i tau .

last night me , bf , bruther, kak ila and ayu went jb (:i suke . i tido mcm badak all the way kat ketiak bf .LOL. ketiak bf i wangi ok . ok i tau tu information yg sungguh tak perlu. haha . kite go eat pastu go pandan . bf tamak beli barang banyak . padahal satu barang je . but die buy amount banyak . guess jela ehk ape die . lol. i smpai rumah pukul 4 pagi . i sungguh tired . i masih ngantok .

yeay ! nanti besok i nak klua ngan my kawan kawan kesayanganss . i suke ! i nak nak nak ! i dah lame tak jumpe drg . i nak sangat jumpe drg ! and bday girl. haha .

okay . bye .

2009-12-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

my old maid is gone:(
i missed her.
she left us . she went home already:(
i dont know why but she meant a lot to me .
she did many things for me already :(
but i've to accept it cos she have her own family to take care of .
:( :( :(
but but but , i have a new one ! (:
yeayness!

okay dah .
things have been great so far except for some accident that happened.
faris & isma , ride safely okay !
yasirah and me still wanna live. haha !
especially yas , cos she's turning eighteen in a few days time kan ?*kening naik naik*
LOL.

nak post gambaaaaaaaar! but cannot :(

okay bye ! :(

2009-12-02T13:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH FAHMY ! (:

sorry this maybe a bit late as im in overseas on your bday.

Hope you had enjoyable birthday aiite !

And& last long with nabilahhhh ! (:

2009-12-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

class mendak .
i tak suke.
but shila make me have a good laugh (:
she sings her heart out . LOL.
and yeah , got a movie date later , with boyf , tacha and min !
yeayness(:
i suke !~

min called me kental cos i didnt lepak yesterday.
asss betul.
last minute kan pantat !
pfffffft !~
kene ingat sikit , aku tak pernah paitao ok.
TAK PERNAH .
LOL.

and my baby cousin sleeping over my house for around a month !
yeay lagi ~ ade adik kecik (:
LOL.
tak perlu sia noriz.

oh , some people just kept getting on my nerves .
covering for her but she gave me shits .
ass betul die .
but its ok.
im still cool as ever, kan bf?
haha . LOL.

aku love bf !
yeay ok bye (:

2009-11-30T10:25:00.000+08:00

hello.
i love my hari raya .
i love my boyfriend .
i love sume orang .
okay bye.

2009-11-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

For my dearest beloved sister and my first ever friend in RP....
HAPPY 18TH DEAREST RAUDAAAAAAH ! (:
I hope you love the surprise we gave you and enjoy being 18 aite ! (:
you know we love you (:

2009-11-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

boohoo!
i'm probably the happiest girl in the world now (:
ok lets start with wednesday.
not schooling , off day.

sleeping then min called asked about his bike's mirror.
then we went out to accompany him to fix his bike.
and fetched taufiq from his home and went visit kak sue at east shore.
her baby is damn cute !
her name is amira zulaikha.
i like (:
then went riding with them.
super funny sia.
min's a very very safety rider, haha.
funny sia he.
helmet suci ehk boy? haha !
lol.

then went simpang bedok .
eat , talked , chilled.
afterwhich we proceed to pasir ris park .
haha . played cards.
at night , thought of going redhouse but its closed down .
LOL !
terang benderang sia tu tempat .

okay then we went to sheeka's house.
but she's not in though .
so we chilled for a while before proceeding home.

and then thursday ,
BESTEST.
easy said , spent the whole day and night with bf.
when he sent me home that night , we chilled and watched tv with my parents.
and thenn , i joked with my bruther, askin him to treat us to 2012,
and then he easily said "ok uh."
wah shiok. ape lagii..
me and bf rushed to downtown and wanted to but tickets for us and our whole family ,
and thennnn , SOLD OUT SIA !
9 pm , 9.45 and 11.20 pm show sold out siaaa.
basket betul,
so we rushed to century , skali ade !
at 10.15pm
tu pun side seats.
tk cerewet uh .
and the show ended ard 1 am when daddy wanted to sent bf home.
thats where the funny part all began.
haha !
where bruther , kak ila , sis me and bf all played part in covering for him.
and bf keeps saying , "ehk syg jugak bpk mertua i kat i"
LOL. teating -_-
haha

and today , another whole day with bf . I SUKE ! (:

ok i nak makan .
nnti gambar i update k .
assalamualaikum(:

2009-11-11T21:37:00.001+08:00

why must people interrupt while we're having fun?
why must there be sluts that still lived?
oh god.
im seriously pissed.
im happily walking with bf when i saw that slut and her clan.
i lost my mood on the spot sia.
of all places, why here?
damn lah.

fcuk it lah please.
its all our past but it still haunting me real bad.
i just hate thinking bout it,
i just hate talking bout it
and i just hate everything about it.

boyfriend has been real good to me these days.
he's the one that has been consoling me ,

comforting me and be there when i cry.

i know you guys would say "he should , its all his fault"

but as for me , this is more than enough .

i've punished him enough ,

i've made him suffer enough.

i've made him go through all this pain

but this guy , the one i once called a jerk ,

have made me feel happy again and make me feel appreciated once again.

he never failed to say "i love you" everytime,

he never failed to say "im sorry" even when im in the wrong,

he never failed to distract me whenever im thinking about the past,

he never failed to wake up early in the morning , everyday , just to send me to school and like wise, in the afternoon , fetching me from school.

i love him , and only him.

so girls that got anything to do with him , pleasepleaseplease understand.

ismail aswandi ~

aku sayang kamu selamanya (:

and kak sue, CONGRATULATIONS ! (:

2009-11-06T14:56:00.000+08:00

im studying for UT

and its rare seeing me doing this .

cos usually , i'll just get into the class and at the very last minute, ask people for the 6P ,

which doesnt help at all. haha !

ok nk g sch now.

bye (:

2009-11-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

TO MY BELOVED AND PRECIOUS FRIEND , NANO .

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR (:

SORRY YER TK POST. IT SLIPPED OFF MY MIND.

MAAF YER .

MAY YOU HAVE AN ENJOYABLE YEAR AHEAD .

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYANG KAU !(: (: (:

once again , sorry nazurah diana ! :(

2009-11-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOIFEY ! (:

hope you love whatever ive done for ya, paham2 ok (:

and enjoy the last year before jadi due puluh sen ! ~

and most importantly , i love yoU ! (: (: (:

had great days with him .

celebrated his bday 2 days cos i know 1 day isn't enough.

i dont know what to buy for him , so i made him a huuuge card ,

and put some amount of money in it. not much though.

and theeen , i asked him to shop every single cent by that day (:

sucha nice girlfriend i am , kn? LOL.

treat him to pizza hut.

sumpah muke priceless sia. haha . i like tau bf (:

the next day, i cooked for hiM! nasi ayam tauuuu.

sedap kan u kan kan kan?

heeeeeee~LOL.

then we went to ice skatinG ~

haha . sumpah im the kental-est kid there.

i dont know how to skate on ice sia.

and bf , being a pro skater already, kept laughing at me,

ass sia.

but i fell only once !(: i like maaaaan .

and then we ditched halloween that night cos we thought spending time together was way way better.

so we did .

went simpang bedok and saw his family .

joined his family at first where i got my precious drink kn bf , lol.

then sometime later, we got sis and bruther ayid treating us late dinner .

chit chatted.

went somewhere to slack and played cards.

i got mad at bf for some stupid reason.

haha. teating ajeeeeee.

and then off we goooooo!

okay da penat.

fyi, it took me an hour plus to upload these pictures here.

and now , my mood for blogging is all gone .

pfffffffft.

bye uh !

2009-10-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

Watch this !
haha . found this video in youtube .
Laughed my ass of sia . sumpah . LOL.
and oh , lookout for 'the climb' song sang by him .
freaking hilarious sia.
too bad they disabled the embed .
hah.

blame bf laaaah.
he's the cause of me watching these videos.
boring tau !
he went msia n leave me here again .

btw btw btw ,
had last minute picnic with bf one of the days back .
and i swear its damn funny!
but i had an enjoyable time with him .
saaaaaaaaaaaaayang ismail aswandiiiiii(:

and bf , i'll do the honour k ?
everyone , listen .
6 more days to the biggest event this year .
30 oct , must remember k? LOL.
ade org nye bday lah sey ~
ok dahhhhh ,
nak sleeeeeeeeeeep.
timecheck , 2 a.m.
ngantok taaaaaau! bye! (:

2009-10-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

i love my saturday.

it was well spent with family , boyfriend and fatin (:

went to pasir ris to break my niece, n cousin's virginity to escape.

kesian ehk pls.

and bf is being very jahat .

he cheated my cousin .

haha! okay we same2 kn bf kn?

then had a bday surprise for ayid , soon after .

funny sia .

boom boom chucky chucky . haha! ok inside jokes.

i just love my weekend lah can tak ?

and now , bf having soccer at RP.

i didnt go.

sorry bf .

i promise i'll go for the next one k?

i swear im like a pig.

slept for ard 6 hours at bf's crib just now.

boyf n fatin kept laughing at me when im sleeping .

pfffffffft!

ngantok tau !

can i have bf's bed delivered here pleeeease?

its so comfortable uh .

i like.

and i can only sleep at one spot. haha .

you know where ehk bf ehk .

lena siaaaa. aha. ok lol.

too much info alr.

and i think im sleepy, again .

better take a nap before bf finishes his game .

assalamualaikum (:

2009-10-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

see this picture above.

hah.

this piece of paper made boyfie panic like gilapig.

he thought he kene saman but this is all my bro n his wife's work.

haha.

it says " awak disaman $1000 oleh noridzwan n noraidah . sila transfer bile free . thank you n harap maklum ."

hahahaha! LOL.

i burst out laughing reading this .

haha. sumpah tkde keje siaaa. hah.

oh , did i tell u im gonna get anak sdare soon?

hell yeah! im loving it maaaan ! (:

first anak sdare of my own blood man .

ive got dozens of them , but all different blood .

and this is cooler(:

heeee .

okay penat . bye!~

2009-10-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wooots!~

helloh people .

Had great dayss lately .

watched POL-ITE at sch .

NYP vs ITE .

NYP menang (:

and tgk boyf nye expression kat atas .

classic oi~ haha.

btw, congrats yer boyf (:

and town with girlsssssssssss somedaysssss back. LOL.

you know i know kan girls?

ok no. not only girls .

with boyf also ! double yeay !

even his leg injured , he still follow.

such a nice boyf ehk?

ahahah ! (:

and today ,

jalan jalan with boyf !

yeayeay ! i like (:

i love it whenever we got to spend time together.

best tau !(:

yesterday fatin asked me randomly ,

"kak noriz, abg romantic tak?"

of course ! haha . told boyf , "you should date her uh , seriously"

heee. but only her okay !

and please uh girls , please.

i had enough of everything.

i dont wanna play this game anymore.

i wanna settle down.

im sick n tired of everything.

please please please.

leave my boyf n me lead a happy life together , just the both of us.

PLEEEEEEEEEEASE !

okay syg krg ! (:

and girls ! meet up soon lagi k ! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!

i miss you all alr :(

ok tomorrow going out with boyf again !

yeay !

okaybye ! (:

2009-10-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

im hooked to the 'yank' song now.

haha. i dont know why.

but i just think the guy's verse should switch with the girl's (:

very you know , hippie kinda song.

am at stadium now.

watching boyf play soccer.

im a supportive girlf okay !
he spent 18 bucks on his petrol just now .

and its all because of me.

LOL.

sorry boyf:(

hey !
i survived the whole day at sch without my favourite girls sia !
you know how boring was that??
damn fcukin siaaa.
wah piang.
even girl rilek didnt come ! pfffffffft!
bingeeet aje,.
and met my PD advisor just now.
guess what? even he doesn't know what i could do for PD!
im very cerewet okay!
he suggested me to do costume design or something , or maybe fashion design and i go ,nahhhhh!
wah piang . prangai sia noriz.
tell me lah.
my art dictionary close already sia 3 years ago !
pfffffffffft!

i came to realise that im a very sensitive person .
but please ehk , i do care for people's feelings .
even how close im with them , i dont say it right to their face.
even how hurt or sad i am ,
i just take all in .
i know its not good for my health but its better that i take in and get myself hurt than hurting others.
okay this is random . i dont know why im blogging bout this.

and ohhhh!
just now a 'SHELL' uncle said to me and boyf,
"ehk bagus ehk korang , nak bayar pun gadoh ."
haha! cos we were like fighting to pay.
at last he won , but i win back .
understand?ok i know you dont .
cos i dont too.

farna darling came back to sg ages ago ,
and ive yet to meet her.
and cha2 please ~!
lets meet !
like ...NOW !
aku missssss korangg! :(

someone tried hard to make me hate him/ her.
congratulations !
you won(:

Happy anniversary sayang !
Aku sayang kamu selamanyaaaa(:

2009-10-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

see the picture on top .
haha . i went hari raya using kimono .
1st week , baju kebaya , 2nd week , baju hindi , 3rd week baju jepon ! haha !
last week , what clothing should i wear? LOL.
CHIONGSAM ! yess . but i dont have one :(
pffffffft.

ok the first pic is so tak senonoh .
see my face like pakai tepung.
bf came over to give me hari raya money ! (:
okay then went out with family .
then last two days went out to bf uncle's house.
haha . sumpah maluuuu, even when ive seen them many times before.
i'm a shy girl , remember? LOL .
ok tu sungguh tk perlu .
oh and i love mohd adli rafique ! (:
bf got safina as his 2nd gf , and i got adli for my 2nd bf ! (:
haha . LOL.
actually im talking shit right now cos i got nothing to blog about .

oh yeah !
wednesdays should be an off day for me .
away from all this problem based learning thingy ,
but this stoooopid blardy school , made some workshops for us .
and its COMPULSORY !
fcuk la .
i've tried being funny by skipping the first one and guess what?
my CE points kene cut off ! PFFFFFFT!
ok next week you'll see my ass there man !
CE points susah sio wanna collect , then they happily deduct, funny uh ?

erm .
and blardy hell , ALL my modules , i repeat , ALL , have their own weekly assignments.
writing 1000 word essays , to be submit during the weekend .
u think funny uh .
so that'll make a total of 4000 words essays per week ?
gosh , 15 weeks altogether so could someone pls kindly do the maths for me ?
aaaargh !
okay die die die .
and yes ! i got a sony mp4 from bf ! (:

okay bye (:

2009-10-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

raya with lovelies was greaaaat !

love love love it ~

thanx to our talented drivers .

we covered 11 houses that day (:

boo !

school starting tomorrow.

im still on my holiday mood.

thank god i only have 4days school per week .

if not , im gonna start my habit of skipping sch , like always.

i missed my boyfriend already :(

bye .

2009-10-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

okay i know my hand is itchy.
went back to blogger cos i dont like onsugar.
ooops, did i just say that ? yeah , i dont like it (:
teating sia . betul teating tak bedek.
and i love blogger more, even if its such a bitch sometime.
okay fine , most of the time .
but still , ive grown up with it .
so im used to it.

and so,
raya was a blast !
even i didnt have any mood for it at first.
but dang ! too fcukin tiring sia.
its worth it though .
okay , pictures coming soon !
sabar yer.

and thanx for the url . LOL (:

assalamualaikum (: